I want to make a little clarification.
As many of you know, the past few months have been a complete roller coaster for me.
Happy one minute, sad the next.
Angry. Defeated. Confused. Panic.
Emotionless all together.
I’ve felt it all.
And depending on the day, my post may or may not reflect my mood.
I always try to speak from my heart, sometimes too much so.
I’ve gotten a few emails regarding where I am at.
From the beginning of this blog, I painted this picture as having a happy little family.
Then it crumbled.
I went from 100% confident in my decision, to not confident at all.
What happened?
The truth is, I am not sure.
I feel like a rag doll being thrown in a million different directions.
As of late, I feel like an unwilling passenger along for a CRAZY ride.
I do not want to share time with my daughter. I do not want to be a single mom. I do not want my daughter to grow up in a broken home. I do not want to spend thousands of dollars on legal fees.
But this is my reality.
I have a lot of work to do on myself, and only time will explain the purpose for this season.
On my darker days (and darn it they’ve been plentiful lately), I try really hard to remind myself of what I DO have.
I am healthy. My daughter is healthy. We have a roof over our head and food to eat. We have transportation.
We have the world at our fingertips.
And most importantly, we have HIM on our side.
For now, I am so grateful for your love and support and riding this journey with me.
THIS is therapy.
Oh and listening to this FEEL GOOD song gives me a little pep in my step.
